spent my weekend smokin’ dope and studying for bio…. now how sad is that!

none of you like to see me upset, ok i get that. but why don’t you recognize that when any of you are sad, or mad, or upset i don’t tell you to get out of that mood i ask you whats wrong and usually i’m very sympathetic to your mood and allow you to be in said mood. all i ask is that you do the same for me, i don’t get in this overwhelming state very often but when i do it’s hard for me to deal with. it’s almost like i can’t breathe and i’m never ever able to just be in that mood i’m always told to basically get over it. well fuck you, dont tell me to get over it when you haven’t even taken the time to see what it is i’m upset about. perhaps i should start putting myself first so you all stop walking all over me.

today is a crying in bed, and never wanting to get out kind of day…